Wow, ladies I don't know about you but this time between the Equinox and the Full Moon/Easter/Ostara has been pretty intense....intentionally. As I said in my last message, this is the time to get really clear on what you want to give your time, energy and heart and soul focus to, what you want to nourish into blossoms and fruit. What really wants to happen from deep within you, not what the external world thinks you should be doing.
And some truths emerge from that....
Whether those truths are something you want to acknowledge or not, they are there right at the surface. What are your truths about what you want to put your life force into and more importantly what you DON'T want to put your life force energy into?
I have been in ritual and listening and seeing since the Equinox, and then I took a respite with the family. And some things have become clear. I don't know what the next right action is, but I do know what I don't want to do, and I do know the more I open to the mystery, the more my heart and soul desires come into form.
If I could only just relax into it
Can you relate? You know the Universe will take care of you, yet you strive, you force, you do what you know based on past evidence. You repeat your patterns even though your wisdom tells you otherwise. Your wisdom tells you to REMEMBER what your assignment is even when you don't know how to manifest it.
I realized during this cycle that I was doing exactly what I DID NOT want to do when I made the decision to open aMUSEd Woman Studios...become a full time marketer (although I enjoy many aspects of that) and not have time to create and be in flow. I have been pushing, forcing, striving to create and fill classes...that perhaps people don't even want. I don't know. They excite me, and I hope excites others, but the image above is what I am really here to do, and if you want to join me I hope you do, and if not, well I guess I will just paint and create. So I am relaxing again, releasing the pressure valve, going back to my original intent of the year which is to Interconnect and Weave, however that presents itself to me. And to become really clear on what I will put my life force energy into. What will you put yours into? I really want to know.
Here is what I know my Life Force will be on board with:
- Interconnecting without overcommitting and spending time in places, not in resonance.
- Creating the nine-month program that is my heart and soul desire, to guide women towards remembering who they are and trusting their information.
- Co-creating with other wisdom teachers, and by co-create I mean an equal partnership in teaching, reaching audiences, and putting the same amount of life force energy in as I do, with the paradox of knowing not everyone works how I do. But if the equal passion is not there IT IS NOT HAPPENING.
- Facebook and Social Media will take up a lot less of my time, and creating will take up more. I am not sure right now, how else to make my offerings known, but I must trust that they will be, because social media only gets you so far, which is not much for the time and energy that goes into it.
- Teach for the larger vision and umbrella of Intentional Creativity.
- Mentoring and being generous to those on the path of being guides themselves.
- That's it, pretty simple, right? Please share with me, what you do and do NOT want to put your life force into this season, as the fire of summer and action comes into our horizon.
Today I participated in a class taught by my teacher Shiloh Sophia and her husband Jonathan McCloud. Medicine Painting-Apothecary. He said that we sometimes have to burn our house down...ALL THE WAY DOWN...in order to rise. I have been saying this for several years. I burned my house down prior to becoming an Intentional Creativity teacher, and well BECOMING in general. That time it was not by choice. This time, and I highly recommend it, do a prescribed burn, be intentional about burning your house down, to the ground, in order to rise, and re-birth, and know in every fiber of your being what you want to happen, what you want to cause.I am ready to burn. Will you join me? I am here to hold you if doing that scares the shit out of you.